Last night was the first night in eleven years in which no cat lived in the house. A cat has always lived in this house. I went out several more times in the rain with flashlight, keys, to search for Alice. I kept the mudroom door open. I kept the porch lights on. I left out food, and a little
blanket. I had this sense she was close by, but unable to get free. Torn between helplessness and the need to go back out and find her, I woke up multiple times and checked the mudroom. No cat.
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